So let’s just stay in the moment, smoke some weed, drink some wine, reminisce talk some shit forever young is in your mind

this is so ridiculous i cant tell if you’re being serious or what. its pissing me off the way you talk to me. im not one of the guys okay? keep in mind that i’m still a fucking girl and i do have feelings. i’m not some peice of shit, im not one of your guy friends. so fucking treat me right or fuck off. cos im sick and tired of your shit. i wont put up with it anymore. took me fucking nine months to understand that i deserve more than this. shame on me for taking too long to fucking realize that.what do you expect? that i’ll stick around and let you treat me this way? i’ve said time and time again that i wont leave because i think your worth everything i have, i’d go through anything to make you happy. no matter what it is, but what about my happiness? dont i deserve some? i’d let go of that day if i could believe me. but im in so deep, ive dug myself in a hole and i can not get out of it. god ive done so much for you and i get nothing in return i know that. and yet i still think you deserve all that i can give. what a fucking fool i am, right?

~ by babyxasiian on May 20, 2010.

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