do you know i exist to promise you this? endlessly to be true to you.
it doesn’t get anymore childish than this. getting mad because you didn’t get invited ? how long you’ve known each other isn’t a factor, when was the last time you talked to him? I’m sorry that somewhere along the way, i became closer to him and we’ve only met this year. i can’t help that. but please, just grow up. the world won’t end because you were asked to come.
please, no one needs to see your bare ass each time you bend over. its called getting the right size of clothing. or maybe, some real fabric to cover yourself up. have you no shame? selling your titties like they’re nothing? no one needs to see the front or back of you, so save yourself the shit talk and cover up. no one wants to see it, and no one finds it attractive, not even the guys you’re trying to hard to impress and win over. sorry to break it to you sweetheart, but you’re nothing but a hoe in their eyes.
you’re one in a million! it’s s hard to find a friend like you, and im glad i have you (: you always make me feel so much better about everything that’s going on. i hate to hear when you say you’re afraid you’re going to become a no one, someone with no social life. or how you think you have to try so hard to not be awkward around the group. i hate to see you feel so upset about this, and no one thinks of you as less than what you are. you’re an amazing friend and it’s difficult to get you to see that, but I’m determined to let you know.
i hate that i have such a regular routine everyday. i always know what’s going to happen next. i want something unexpected to happen sometimes. but i can’t complain when i know you’re coming up next in my day. but when something unexpected does happen, it feels like my day has been tampered with, and ruins it all. or when something’s missing from my day, it feels wrong. i won’t be receiving that phone call tonight, it already feels empty.
i love jphan.
